March 2019. English.
I don’t love you
I love the way I feel
While I am with you.
Loving myself
Accepting myself
Was the hardest task
I ever faced.
And still is.
There is this difference
Between being loved
And feeling loved.
But you don’t get it
do you, Dear ?
When I say
I don’t feel loved.
Ever.
That is because
I don’t feel love
As a concept.
Caring about you
Do I make you feel loved ?
Though I do not know
How to feel it myself ?
Yet?
How do you know
Someone is truly
Feeling loved?
When you can’t even
Experience this feeling
For yourself
In the first place.